I am extremely restless. I need constant change. I have stayed in this city for far too long and I need to go.
I need something to change because my mind is constantly three steps ahead of me and I can't keep up with the dreams or my fears our my nightmares
There is a constant motion and I want to jump off this huge wheel and fall into the unknown because everyday has become like the last.
I'm afraid to leave my safe bubble but I'm fighting against how small it is.
I am fighting for something.
What am I fighting for?
I watch my roommate suffer and I feel like I can't help her and that hurts
I watch my roommate suffer and I look down and see a reflection of myself sometimes and I'm afraid I'll die
I don't want to die
I'm gonna find a home
If it's the last thing I'll do I'm going to find a place to settle down.
I will find my calm
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